01 February 2000

I just went tearing through the Q-card deck to figure out what to do next. I didn't like the cards that turned up... attraction, power, encounter. Sure they sound great when I'm crushing on a guy, but not for this particular situation. Right now I'm lost at best.

Lots of thinking and processing and mulling to do tonight. I just called Erika and she's searching through her Zagats to find the perfect cafe to have a heart-to-heart. Bruce told me to just follow my instincts... to chart it all out in solitude. I'm just craving to get rid of the layers and the blending. I want clean, hard, sharp edges.

I simply wanted this to be easier.

But then, I guess it's me who's making it hard.

biggest kiss...

...kristen

ps... Welcome to the new whirlygirl... just in time for the new me. You're smart. You can connect the dots.

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