the not-so-orange orange day  ::
02 august 2004 :: 11:58pm
 

I had a client meeting this afternoon in the Northwest Building on G Street, directly across from the World Bank and IMF buildings. I didn't particularly want to go to the client's site to begin with, but throw a potential terrorist threat in, and I'm really the lowest of the low on the scale that measures work enthusiasm. My nerves were just slightly tingly, a little more so when B called once offering to drive home from work in order to drive me directly to the site, and then again, to see if I'd caught the bus downtown yet. Joaquin Phoenix's line from The Village rang in my ears, about how sometimes we don't truly feel fear until we feel love.

When I got off the bus at H and 18th, I found the streets to be relatively normal, somewhat thick with people, with small crowds enjoying late lunches at Breadline and Cosi. The 1800 blocks of G Street and Pennsylvania Avenue were equal parts police and media-- so that if we don't prevent a tragedy, at least we'll get it on film. And luckily about the most menacing part of the day came from the knowledge that while heavy coal-colored clouds rumbled overhead, my umbrella was safe and dry in our coat closet here at home.

 
 
 
in my ears  ::

crickets; the fan; B beckoning me to bed

 
on the page  ::

Lemony Snicket, The Bad Beginning

 
on my mind  ::

Paris, Vancouver, the redwood forest, that craggy beach along highway 1 in California

 
in my kitchen  ::

chocolate-covered cherries that call out to me in the middle of the night

 
on my wish list  ::

remembering my library card the next time I carefully plan a trip to the library

 
in my immediate future  ::

I'm hoping for sleep; but probably another case of last night's insomnia