national pastimes  ::
20 october 2004 :: 10:58pm
 

It's nearly 11 o'clock and I'm getting settled in front of the television--thanks to Brandon's perseverance in the battle of the wireless network card-- for the duration. Pedro's in and Matsui doubles to right field wall, Williams doubles off the center field wall, and I begin climbing the walls. Brandon and I were suiting up in our own riot gear late last night-- waiting for someone to start tussling with Don Zimmer. Tonight, we're suiting up with hope against the possible pain.

In Todd's words on Tuesday afternoon...

"Could you possibly script a more painful team to watch than the Red Sox? I mean, lose the first two games, but keep 'em really close so that you honestly think they just might be able to win until the bottom of the 9th. Then get crushed when it really starts to count-- when the odds start to really shift horrifically in Game 3-- in front of the home fans no less. Then against all odds, and embarking on a journey no team in history has won, start showing signs of life, and impossibly win games 4 and 5 in the 12th and 14th innings respectively, getting up hopes of a history-making comeback. They start calling it 'The greatest comeback in the history of all sports.' Then (and you know it's going to happen) they'll win Game 6-- at 3 in the morning this time-- and fans will go absolutely nuts if they do. To be tied 3-3, forcing a Game 7 against the Yankees? Nuts!

"Then in Game 7 they'll drop an easy pop-fly, or give up a 16th inning grand-slam, or something to lose (again) and start all over again next year."

God no. Please. I believe. I swear.

B and I are talking mantras and power plays and bravado and swagger. I'm remembering our first Yankees-Red Sox game over July Fourth weekend 2003-- the sweltering heat and the palpable hate. B's studying the Ken Burns' Baseball book to prove to me that Babe Ruth played his last game as a Boston Brave-- hitting his last home run in front of a crowd of a measly 10,000 people.

Top of the ninth and B has me cracking up with his Cabrera jack-in-the-box imitations and Steinbrenner impressions. We're pretty sure there is no CNN playing in the Frey house. And we're just cuddled up here, feet entwined, filled with hope. Three more outs.

I believe!

 
 
 
in my ears  ::

the play-by-play

 
on the page  ::

David Sedaris, Naked

 
in my dvd player  ::

(tray 1) Dead Zone, Season 2, Episodes 13-16;
(tray 2) Arrested Development, Season 1, Episodes 1-6

 
on my mind  ::

the guilt of being late for Erika's birthday for the second year in a row

 
in my kitchen  ::

one very tempting lemon, coconut, macadamian nut cookie

 
in the you-can't-make-me-feel-bad category  ::

even a sad Billy Crystal watching his team lose their World Series chance can't dampen this feeling

 
on my wish list  ::

ummmm... the possibility of an Astros/Red Sox world series? tickets please!

 
on my windowsill  ::

yellow spider mums (or as the receipt said, football moms)

 
in my immediate future  ::

overwhelming joy!